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Who Am I Truly?
Who am I in essence? Who am I as a multidimensional energy being who is part of the greater whole? Who am I without all the roles I fulfill, without conforming to what is expected of me? Who am I, why am I here on Earth and what talents have I been given for this?
Who am I? will be central in the coming years
Aries is the astrological sign that represents the “I am,” and with the generational planets Neptune and Saturn entering Aries in 2025, the theme of “Who am I?” will play a major role in the coming years. Neptune is ethereal and Saturn is material. Neptune represents imagination and Saturn represents reality. Neptune stands for the bigger picture and Saturn stands for structuring it.
In addition, the lunar nodes will shift to the Aquarius–Leo axis in July 2026. This is about what you contribute to the world you want to live in through your personal growth, creativity, and visibility.
So this is not just about who am I in the physical dimension on Earth, but who am I as a whole? As a multidimensional energy being who is part of the greater whole.
After all, you are much more than your physical body. You are an energy being with multiple bodies, main chakras, aura and energy field. You have a higher self, soul consciousness and life plan. You are an energy transmitter and receiver. You have guides and guardian angels helping you. Watch the video series (with English subtitles):
Who Am I in Physical Reality?
Every day we fulfill countless roles. The mother of..., the partner of..., the employee at..., etc. These roles, parts of systems, are accompanied by behaviors. At work something else is expected of you than at home with the children. Logical and nothing wrong with that.
It becomes a different story when something is expected of you because you have to fulfill that role, while it doesn't fit who you really are and how you perceive life. Or if you hide under the '"safe layer" of the role. In that case you deceive others with a paragon of yourself, so that you do not have to show yourself.
You can create a lot of different roles and paragons for yourself; or alter egos. Realize that just like an actor, you can create personalities and they activate when you adopt a certain attitude.
Do I Pretend to Be Different From Who I Am?
The moment it feels more comfortable to pretend to be someone you're not, you stop living your own life. Especially when you begin to identify with the roles you play. When you regularly do things out of a sense of duty or to be liked, you drift further and further away from who you essentially are and the direction your soul wants to grow in.
This has to do, among other things, with the "Forces of Oppression" and metaphysical law "Law of least resistance." The more you do at your own expense, the less you will be able to stand up for yourself in the next situation. The energy of the "Forces of Oppression" becomes stronger and stronger, causing you to lose more and more of your own power and to become more and more distant from yourself and from what you want.
Self-love is a combination of self-acceptance, self-confidence, and self-esteem. It is the basis of how you experience life. When you love and appreciate yourself for who you are, you have much less tendency to seek this recognition outside of yourself. And you don't have to do all kinds of things to be liked and seen or heard.
I always knew who I was, but now I don't.
Maybe you recognize it. Your life is actually going well. You've built a family, a relationship, or a career. You've gained experience and know who you are... or thought you knew who you were.
Because something has changed. What used to energize you now feels empty. What has been obvious and logical for years is no longer so. You look at your life and ask yourself: “Is this still me?”
Between the ages of 40 and 50, many people go through a period where their energy fundamentally changes. Astrologically speaking, this is no coincidence. During this life stage, several major planetary cycles converge. These mark a period where your way of life and natural talents are subjected to a reality check and are shaken up.
You are, as it were, being asked to live less from what you already master and more from what your soul still wants to develop in this life. To develop a new layer of yourself. That can be confusing. Because before the new becomes visible, the old often no longer feels fitting.
In my personal article As if I woke up in another world I describe how such a period can feel, and why it's often not a crisis, but a transition to the next phase of your life.
Who Am I, What Do I Want, and What Do I Need to Achieve This?
In order to purposefully direct your own life, it is important to know who you are, what you want, and what you need to achieve it. This is the basis of everything. Just as the mission and vision is the basis for organizations and businesses. When employees do not know why they do the things they do, how they contribute to the bigger picture and what they are working toward, the company is directionless. The same goes for you as a person.
If you do not know who you are in essence and why you are here on Earth, then you do not know why you are doing what you are doing, whether what you are doing is contributing to it and whether you are working toward achieving your life lessons and life goals. And therefore whether you are achieving successes and being successful or not.
When you are not aware of this, it goes in all directions. And often not in the direction that makes you happy. If you are aware of who you are in essence and what your meaning is, then you can consciously direct it and benefit from all the resources the universe has to offer.
Become more in tune with yourself and discover who you are
Don't you want to stop moving with or being swallowed by other people's energy, choices, and emotions? But do you want to discover who you are and what you want, learn to stay true to yourself, make your own choices, and recognize and set boundaries? Do you want to resolve things within yourself so you can grow and transform your life into the pleasant life you want it to be? Do it. Development Trajectory: Energetic Self-Management & Leadership or the first part: the healing program Who Am I | Higher Self.
